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[fifi_brat]

My head spins
Of these unsettling
Feelings so unfamiliar
So out of place

So far from what I thought I wanted

Is it wrong to want something so bad?
To will it with all your might
When you didn’t even know you wanted it

My head still spins
Of thoughts spilling in my mind
Ones I can’t get rid of

Ones I don’t want to get rid of anymore