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I'm tired of people just taking me for granted. I am always the one friend you can count on to always be there, to hold your hand, or go with you somewhere you don't want to be alone... or just to hang out when you have no one else to hang out with, or to just be there to listen and just be there.
But when I'm the one who wants someone to come with me... or hold my hand... or come somewhere with me when I want someone to be with. Then there's always an excuse... always a reason why they have to back out at the last minute... when I've gotten all ready and I'm waiting by the phone or door for them to call or come by... FUCK! I just don't have the energy for this anymore. I'm sinking deep and I can't breathe and I'm so lost in all this fucking confusion.
But when I'm the one who wants someone to come with me... or hold my hand... or come somewhere with me when I want someone to be with. Then there's always an excuse... always a reason why they have to back out at the last minute... when I've gotten all ready and I'm waiting by the phone or door for them to call or come by... FUCK! I just don't have the energy for this anymore. I'm sinking deep and I can't breathe and I'm so lost in all this fucking confusion.