[Drabble] Sadistic Love
Title: Sadistic Love
Pairing: OkaJima
Genre: Horror (Warning: Characters death)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 456 words
Summary: A love that no one else could have other than me.
You were the only one that I showed my trueself. There was no one other than you that saw my weak side. Whenever I felt lonely, you were always there beside me to tell me that I have you around. When I felt down, you were always there to bring the smile back to my face.
You know when to come to my rescue like a hero. You know when to show your love like a prince charming. However, you never gave any reassurance that you will always be by my side.
Those sentences that caught my heart;
"I will always be there for you"
"You are never alone because you have me by your side"
"I will never lose me unless you tell me you want to let go"
To think I've always trusted those words and let you break my wall. To think that I gave you the trust that I wouldn't dare to give no one else, not even my family members. Yet, you destroyed me and made me crumble after making me put down that wall.
You left me alone to face the world right after you made me so fragile.
"Why?" I asked.
You just smirked and left me behind. I could only cry silently as I watched your back drifting further and further away.
"It's your fault, Yuto," You calmly replied. "You think too much from all of it"
To think the smile and laughter we used to share was simply nothing to you. To think this memories that I thought were very precious was nothing to you. To think this whole time we spend our time with each other were just full of empty words.
I hate myself for being so weak. I despise myself for being so naive. I regretted for not understanding you.
I couldn't possibly hate you. I couldn't possibly despise you. I love you too much to do that. However, the hurt, the aches and the pain will soon end.
"I will miss you..." I whispered softly. "Sayonara, Keito"
With a smile and my final goodbye, I stood in front of you and stab your heart.
"Why?" You looked into my eyes.
"You're my happiness" I smiled as your blood covered my hands. "If I can't have you, no one can"
With the final stab, your body lied on the cold floor that is covered by the pool of your blood. I smile widely as I stared at your beautiful face.
"We will always be together" I tied a red string connecting our pinky finger together and stabbed myself with the knife that was covered with your blood still.
"I love you..." I caress your cold cheeks for the final time. "Forever and always"
------Owari-------
A/N: I'm sorry! Was that too horrifying? Currently fighting with my 5 years bestfriend so I'm feeling very down in the dumps. So yeah.. Sorry if it's too much... *prepare tissues*
This is unbeta. Till someone who willing to help me. (Tingke, I won't force you if you don't want)