Dec 04, 2006 08:23
I feel like im in a very unstable mood. All weekend ive been switching between happiness, anger and utter dispair and to be honest its hard to tell whether im coming or going. Right now i feel ok, my head hasnt started killing me just yet, but no doubt it will. Im still worrying but im not crying. Although i was standing at the bus stop this morning and noticed that 4 seagulls had decided to pay Mere Green a visit and were flying around all over the place around the roundabout. I was watching them for a long time and i began to get that 'oh-so-familiar' welling up feeling in my stomach. I dont know why so theres no point trying to explain, but they were so beautiful.
Dont know what today will be like. Have 2 biology lessons, one that will be boring, the other will be stressful, but at least its a 2.30 finish day. thank god.
Oh no wait, my dad has decided im going back to the doctors to see if they may suggest getting me a scan for these headaches. Ok, let's not actually ask Fiona what she thinks, lets just say shes going and give her no say in the matter. I dont want a scan!