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so today was weird. it was an emotional rollercoaster ride. Major props to my mom for putting up with me and my negativity....and nursing my temporarily pulled hamstring.
So I played in districts today. It's unbelievably hard, and no one expects you to win. at all. like I shouldve been wiped off the court 0 and 0. But, somehow I didn't.
First match, I played a nice girl from Charleston, WV, i really shouldve beaten her...unfortunately, i pulled my hamstring in the middle of the match buti just kept going anyway....i lost the first set 4-6...and i was down 4-1 so i was comin back and i was up 1-0 in the 2nd set. Yeah, definitely got a rain delay. So i get back on the court and my stupid leg was killin me. oh well. so i lost....
sooo we go to giant eagle and get me stuff for my leg...and my mom n i got fruit smoothies at wild oats and my dad lectured me on the phone haha...he doesnt understand how hard tennis is...
so the rain delay...we move indoors to wickertree..and it becomes nice again..and i started to get sick...go figure..so i take medicine and we wait like...three to four hours for my match...they didnt tell u when u were gonna get on...it was so gay. and it put me in this horrendous mood. I was so mean and negative...i was like mom i hate tennis..tennis is gay..why are u making me do this..let's pull out. mommmmm i suckkkk momm i wanna gooo home and sleeep. mom i hate tennis people. mom i hate this can we please go home. mom this is going to cause hyper tension..and then when i go out on the court im going to die of a heart attack...haha u get the point...
so yeah we finally get on...and i play stacey and she plays for DUBLIN JEROME. I almost cried...almost. dublin jerome kicked our ass twice...in regular match play and at occs. Well...this girl went to nationals last year too i was like shit. so of course i get scared and im down 0-3. Then, i was like come on u need to get ur ranking up and show dad that u aren't THAT bad....yeah to make a long story short i win in three sets...6-3 2-6 7-5. And now im going to get my ass kicked by masha tomorrow..but i dont care :-)
so like...i've come to the conclusion...that i have the worst luck in the world though. especially with guys. like one day it's wonderful and the next...i blow it..somehow. i just do. i suck.
all i can say is that i can not dependo n any males
So I played in districts today. It's unbelievably hard, and no one expects you to win. at all. like I shouldve been wiped off the court 0 and 0. But, somehow I didn't.
First match, I played a nice girl from Charleston, WV, i really shouldve beaten her...unfortunately, i pulled my hamstring in the middle of the match buti just kept going anyway....i lost the first set 4-6...and i was down 4-1 so i was comin back and i was up 1-0 in the 2nd set. Yeah, definitely got a rain delay. So i get back on the court and my stupid leg was killin me. oh well. so i lost....
sooo we go to giant eagle and get me stuff for my leg...and my mom n i got fruit smoothies at wild oats and my dad lectured me on the phone haha...he doesnt understand how hard tennis is...
so the rain delay...we move indoors to wickertree..and it becomes nice again..and i started to get sick...go figure..so i take medicine and we wait like...three to four hours for my match...they didnt tell u when u were gonna get on...it was so gay. and it put me in this horrendous mood. I was so mean and negative...i was like mom i hate tennis..tennis is gay..why are u making me do this..let's pull out. mommmmm i suckkkk momm i wanna gooo home and sleeep. mom i hate tennis people. mom i hate this can we please go home. mom this is going to cause hyper tension..and then when i go out on the court im going to die of a heart attack...haha u get the point...
so yeah we finally get on...and i play stacey and she plays for DUBLIN JEROME. I almost cried...almost. dublin jerome kicked our ass twice...in regular match play and at occs. Well...this girl went to nationals last year too i was like shit. so of course i get scared and im down 0-3. Then, i was like come on u need to get ur ranking up and show dad that u aren't THAT bad....yeah to make a long story short i win in three sets...6-3 2-6 7-5. And now im going to get my ass kicked by masha tomorrow..but i dont care :-)
so like...i've come to the conclusion...that i have the worst luck in the world though. especially with guys. like one day it's wonderful and the next...i blow it..somehow. i just do. i suck.
all i can say is that i can not dependo n any males