Long time no write...
Wow, i just remembered about lj when a friend of mine who was having a dilemma with a girl told me she had one and to read it. It all came back to me and how i got into writing on lj and then how I predicted I stopped. I just don't have time anymore. Actually if it wasn't for there not being school tommorow I really wouldn't have thought about it. I want to get a few things off my chest and this is good. Now everyone can know my problems!!! lol j/k but w/e I'm going boycrazy people and bad timing because Valentine's just passed and like all the previous years no b/f! O well it was still nice I got roses from some guy friends that made me cry! It was so unexpected! I mean me and the guy situation is insane! The thing is I have tons of guy friends but bf's NEVER! I just don't trust them on that level. I mean I'm not staying around long after I graduate and I don't want to waste my time on a guy for fun cause I think I might get to close and then get hurt and that would really suck lol. Well let me sayt for starters that there are some fine ass guys walking around near me. Most of them athletes lol what can I say i love a nice body! hehe from baseball to wrestling to basketball and football! Hey now i just look no touching ;)One of them hs a thing for me I found out from one of my guy friends thats why its good to have so many. One problem though... he's 2 years younger. I just hate it I mean he is such a sweetie and seems like a good guy. A lot of people say give him a chance. I don't know I mean w/e happens happens for a reason. So anyways I've been on track another reason I can't write as much. It good though, I hate running but I know its good for me and it keeps me in shape, kinda I mean I eat to much lol. Family is doing well except dad just went to the hospital. NOT A BIG DEAL! I know he will be fine he just needs to stop being so hard headed and listen to the doctors! Well I got a long weekend ahead of me no school Monday neither. I may write in once or twice more. Laterz
