Jan 17, 2007 11:52
soooooooo
life up here is going well school is great and my roommates are great too. i really miss nick. i talk to him like 10 times a day and our relationship is just as strong as ever but some nights i have these terrible dreams about him cheating on me and when i wake up and call him if he doesn't answer i flip out. he is the same way except he will actually get MAD at me because of his dream and accuse me of cheating. it really sucks. i wouldn't call this a long distance relationship because i have done a few crazy things since i've moved out here but i definately plan on being with him again in the future. i have never loved somebody so fucking much and i honestly fuckin hate it i'm not gonna lie. tonight at kryptonite colie is going to be there but i dont' care to meet her. the clubs out here arent bad. the weather is great. you fags in illinois are all cold an shit an im like on my way to the beach ha ha. anyways man i love him and i cant wait to see him again this shit is so hard its only been like a month.