Sep 26, 2005 23:28
ms. henry is so worried about me that she sent me to the school social worker today. i had already sorta talked to ms. piper on the phone over the weekend so today wasn't too much for me to see her. she said she'll get me a free counseling therapist and maybe find someone who could prescribe meds for me with no cost. that would be awesome.
i called dr. lorefice today and he said i shouldn't have stopped takin my pills all together that quickly. i was taking a higher dosage than i thought n he says i should slowly go back on it on a lower dose to see if they still gimme side effects or not. i really hope they work this time... wouldn't that be a miracle?
i don't feel that blue anymore... i just feel exhausted all the time and get edgy and have really terrible mood swings, but besides that, i guess im "sane."
it's dripping rain tonight... i love the sound of rain against my windows at night. makes things romantic. but then again, it's very saddening indeed.