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Yesterday was a pretty nice day. I drove out to Eugene and got totally lost. That always cracks me up. Like the time I was going on a date with Erik and got lost in Vancouver..... VANCOUVER! Thats like two blocks wide lol. Actually it looked like Eugene and Vancouver were about the same size, considering I've driven to both ends of each for no reason. I met Garret. I was kind of worried there would be weirdness between us, and it seems like there was at first, but he Andy and I ended up having a good time. They showed me how to play Halo 2, I really liked it! Then we went to church and to Buddies for some eats. Back at there place they helped me with some massage homework and more Halo 2.
On my drive back I was really excited to get to talk to Kannon. He and I hadn't talked since Thursday and before that not since January. We chatted a little and then he told me he met someone. Apparently shes awesome lol. He says he still has a crush on me and wants to keep talking. He even said he'd pray for me, and he isn't one bit religious. I thought that was cute. But I'm sore from a lot of other junk in my life so when he told me I pretty much cried all night. It wasn't even that big of a deal lol. Considering I've seen other guys too. I think it was just the way he said it, it made it sound like our relationship was just a friendship in the first place and thats all it was ever going to be. And thats rude. very very rude lol.
On my drive back I was really excited to get to talk to Kannon. He and I hadn't talked since Thursday and before that not since January. We chatted a little and then he told me he met someone. Apparently shes awesome lol. He says he still has a crush on me and wants to keep talking. He even said he'd pray for me, and he isn't one bit religious. I thought that was cute. But I'm sore from a lot of other junk in my life so when he told me I pretty much cried all night. It wasn't even that big of a deal lol. Considering I've seen other guys too. I think it was just the way he said it, it made it sound like our relationship was just a friendship in the first place and thats all it was ever going to be. And thats rude. very very rude lol.