Free association
it is time for me to just write and see what happens. With so many things changing not nearly as quickly as I would like I and yet time seems to be fly by I'm not really sure where I fit into to all of this or more specifically how I feel about it. In leaving my job I have been towing the company line and communicating that the changes that are coming are good for both the organization and me. That nothing but good can come from this. Ultimately, I believe that but I am also a little worried that the litmus test for my new career will not be as positive as I hope. I suppose this is always the case when you start something new.
I think it will be really good for me to move on and put that part of my life behind me- in particular the last 5 years where I was tested until I reached the brink and then tested some more. It is true that I am a strong woman but not so strong that I am not breakable just stupidly strong and can take a lot. This I have proven in spades at my past job.
Going to a new job will mean leaving the city and my friends - This will be a big change. One that I will need to do in isolation. I'm not sure how I feel about that but I think I am up for the challenge. Besides I always have Sam the wonder dog at my side.
I have another interview in a week, only my second one for this new career path. I'm not sure how it will go I doubt I could be so lucky as to find a job that fast but I do need to practice interviews so off I go. I think I am a little surprised at this point that I am getting interviews but I suppose my history looks good on paper even if I am still a student.
Ah well it will all work out - I'm sure I just question if my time and God's time are at all synchronized?
I think it will be really good for me to move on and put that part of my life behind me- in particular the last 5 years where I was tested until I reached the brink and then tested some more. It is true that I am a strong woman but not so strong that I am not breakable just stupidly strong and can take a lot. This I have proven in spades at my past job.
Going to a new job will mean leaving the city and my friends - This will be a big change. One that I will need to do in isolation. I'm not sure how I feel about that but I think I am up for the challenge. Besides I always have Sam the wonder dog at my side.
I have another interview in a week, only my second one for this new career path. I'm not sure how it will go I doubt I could be so lucky as to find a job that fast but I do need to practice interviews so off I go. I think I am a little surprised at this point that I am getting interviews but I suppose my history looks good on paper even if I am still a student.
Ah well it will all work out - I'm sure I just question if my time and God's time are at all synchronized?