a little look inside
Today I sit with my journal open as an experiment to see what might be lurking inside my mind. I has occurred to me that I have been spending too much time wondering and perhaps worrying about the well being of someone else. This is usually a good sign I am not listening to what I may be feeling. I thought if I cam here and did some free rambling I might uncover a thought or two perhaps even and emotion. It has been a week since I have known that my job will end in a few months. There are so many options for me on what I could do when that happens. A couple of them don't even involve getting a job. I wonder who I am when I am not working? That might be interesting to see...
So much of my pride and identity is wrapped around my ability to work like a horse. One thing I have notice though is that now that I know my job will come to and my shoulders have relaxed and I am able to take things more in stride. The time between now and my end date will come fast especially since I will be out of town for at least 4 or five weeks between now and then. the count down to Rome is on and I will be there in just a couple of days.
That will be fantastic!
So much of my pride and identity is wrapped around my ability to work like a horse. One thing I have notice though is that now that I know my job will come to and my shoulders have relaxed and I am able to take things more in stride. The time between now and my end date will come fast especially since I will be out of town for at least 4 or five weeks between now and then. the count down to Rome is on and I will be there in just a couple of days.
That will be fantastic!