i can't possibly study for my psych exam until i get this out...

[fierygeorgia]

i don't even know what to say... i am just short of devastated. i finally decided on jay's birthday present, and i email him to tell him that it's on it's way and he emails me back to say that he thinks he may not be single very much longer. ouch. i would move my world to be with him again, and i finally begin with this little present and the very same day i decide to send it it's like i'm doing it all for not. i don't know what to think...

thank god for lauren. she's a great best friend to have. i love ya, sweetheart! i look to you to keep me sane and give me great "pep talks."

i just hope it's not over... that's all.

now onto psych...