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it's funny how just reading a few words can start you on the path to self-destruction. it began as being upset about one remark, not even directed at me, and quickly escalated into the "i was never good enough" downward spiral. i hate how i let myself get that far. my constructive criticism rebuffed, attempting to plan the long few weeks ahead of me, a flash of an argument long-buried, and i'm in tears.
but having someone on your side always helps. just tell me to calm down. support is all i ever really wanted, i guess.
i suppose i'm still just uncertain of what actually having it can do. it's not at all "what i'm used to and comfortable with..."
but having someone on your side always helps. just tell me to calm down. support is all i ever really wanted, i guess.
i suppose i'm still just uncertain of what actually having it can do. it's not at all "what i'm used to and comfortable with..."