don't be fooled by the rocks that i got
it's official... my father is the only parent, no, i will venture to say, the only person over 30 that loves me. okay, i lie, my grandpa loves me too. i just haven't seen him lately. anyway, my dad has, and always will be, my financial savior. and my unconditional support, unless, of course, i get married before i'm 25. he says, "what? a new boy in the picture? you're not thinking of getting married are you...?" oh, the horror. because he is clearly NOT paying $100,000+ for an education just for me to cook, clean, and fold laundry. noooooooo. good girls use their degree for at least five years. and only their degrees. but while handing me more money to bail me out of debt, he did smile when i said i thought i had some post-graduation direction in my life. television production sounds lucrative, he says. ::sigh::
so since i have been sleeping alone my nightmares are back. last night's was particularly unsettling. phil had never been in one of my nightmares before. and i didn't like it. i woke up panicked and semi-violent. extremely upset. so i called lauren this morning for her expert insight on my sleeping habits. like i always say, lauren knows best. and after some talking through it, with both her and phil, i've decided to not allow this one to take over me. here's to pleading with my inner-psyche for a restful nights sleep tonight!
so since i have been sleeping alone my nightmares are back. last night's was particularly unsettling. phil had never been in one of my nightmares before. and i didn't like it. i woke up panicked and semi-violent. extremely upset. so i called lauren this morning for her expert insight on my sleeping habits. like i always say, lauren knows best. and after some talking through it, with both her and phil, i've decided to not allow this one to take over me. here's to pleading with my inner-psyche for a restful nights sleep tonight!