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fun night last night. i think. no, yes it was. yes. and no. and...
interesting day today. don't really know how i am feeling about all of it yet. i need to take a step back and gather my thoughts. or i could just wait to see what happens tomorrow.
chapter was tough tonight. but necessary. i just love this brotherhood so much that i hate to see people so upset. including myself. it was just really hard to sit and listen to people say they're not happy. but what needed to be said was said and hopefully it will make a difference. i stood up in chapter and thanked all of the people in the brotherhood that had made an effort to get to know me. and all of the people that i got to know. then i thanked a few individually, like ariel and kristina. and both ariel and kristina hugged me and told me how much they liked getting to know me too. and i felt that brother-bond that makes BE what it is. and then ariel told me how cute i was and it made me smile from ear to ear. hehee. it never ceases to amaze me how sometimes the smallest effort can make the largest impact. then after erin's email tonight, i replied to her to let her know that i support what she said, and that we all need to support each other. we do, and i hope this makes us stronger.
on a much lighter note, BE voted me the brother most likely to be the first lady! how fun is that?!? marisa told me she suggested that category with me in mind. and we have a happy ashley!
on my second lighter note, what's with my roommate and this nightgown?!? obsess much, lauren mo? much love, you know it.
and i'm spent. going to sleep and take it all in. g'night, dears.
interesting day today. don't really know how i am feeling about all of it yet. i need to take a step back and gather my thoughts. or i could just wait to see what happens tomorrow.
chapter was tough tonight. but necessary. i just love this brotherhood so much that i hate to see people so upset. including myself. it was just really hard to sit and listen to people say they're not happy. but what needed to be said was said and hopefully it will make a difference. i stood up in chapter and thanked all of the people in the brotherhood that had made an effort to get to know me. and all of the people that i got to know. then i thanked a few individually, like ariel and kristina. and both ariel and kristina hugged me and told me how much they liked getting to know me too. and i felt that brother-bond that makes BE what it is. and then ariel told me how cute i was and it made me smile from ear to ear. hehee. it never ceases to amaze me how sometimes the smallest effort can make the largest impact. then after erin's email tonight, i replied to her to let her know that i support what she said, and that we all need to support each other. we do, and i hope this makes us stronger.
on a much lighter note, BE voted me the brother most likely to be the first lady! how fun is that?!? marisa told me she suggested that category with me in mind. and we have a happy ashley!
on my second lighter note, what's with my roommate and this nightgown?!? obsess much, lauren mo? much love, you know it.
and i'm spent. going to sleep and take it all in. g'night, dears.