Surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes yes i know.... I have abandoned my LJ for myspace for too long... but what can I say? I guess I'm for for the newest trends. However, being as how aww you crazy monkies still love this site I shall indulge you for a few moments into my mind as of late.
These past few months have been a rollarcoaster of emotions and adventures, some I care not to mention or remember. Seeing as how some of you saw me the other evening I shall work from there. The elation that had somehow found its way to me in the past few days seems to be slowly draining away. Not unusual but still not the most wonderful feeling.
Friday I went to the Christmas party and Gandalf and Ellens.. and I think you kel are the only one on my friend list who was there.. bah. Anywho, expanding my friend group and meeting new people was good... quite good...
After work last night I went to the bar with Crystal even though all I wanted to do was go home and be left alone.. Soooo I was drug out to this horrible bar with horrible music and some really nasty company... eww.... Soon after we got there I develope a horrible headache due to the horrible music.... God If i have to go back there anytime soon I fear for not only my own life but others... I should say that while i enjoy going out for a drink I'd prefer it in abit of a more lowkey location, with good rock rather then crappy rap being spun on the tables of quite a deaf mornonic disc jockey....
So anywho.. For two and a half hours I cleaned my room.. keeping me up until about 430... yippee skippy huh? My room smells pretty and, except for a small area by my closet, is immaculate.
But as I said... the elation is deflated and I am utterly exhausted.. perhaps I have been spreading myself too thin lately. Not a moment to myself but those few hours after I get off where im too exhausted to do anything more then sit around in my room and play about online.... Le sigh I say, Le sigh. Thank god I have tomorrow... or today as some people would say, off.I don't know what I will do... sit around, go to walmart... daydream....
But brightness shines at the end of every tunnel.. and I hope I can keep that light well fueled, along with some help from others not mentioned... ha ha... you figure it out =^.^=
Oh and I love my new layout... so cute even I want to vomit. hee a hee hee
And now a song for you all... weeee
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down to choke you now
These past few months have been a rollarcoaster of emotions and adventures, some I care not to mention or remember. Seeing as how some of you saw me the other evening I shall work from there. The elation that had somehow found its way to me in the past few days seems to be slowly draining away. Not unusual but still not the most wonderful feeling.
Friday I went to the Christmas party and Gandalf and Ellens.. and I think you kel are the only one on my friend list who was there.. bah. Anywho, expanding my friend group and meeting new people was good... quite good...
After work last night I went to the bar with Crystal even though all I wanted to do was go home and be left alone.. Soooo I was drug out to this horrible bar with horrible music and some really nasty company... eww.... Soon after we got there I develope a horrible headache due to the horrible music.... God If i have to go back there anytime soon I fear for not only my own life but others... I should say that while i enjoy going out for a drink I'd prefer it in abit of a more lowkey location, with good rock rather then crappy rap being spun on the tables of quite a deaf mornonic disc jockey....
So anywho.. For two and a half hours I cleaned my room.. keeping me up until about 430... yippee skippy huh? My room smells pretty and, except for a small area by my closet, is immaculate.
But as I said... the elation is deflated and I am utterly exhausted.. perhaps I have been spreading myself too thin lately. Not a moment to myself but those few hours after I get off where im too exhausted to do anything more then sit around in my room and play about online.... Le sigh I say, Le sigh. Thank god I have tomorrow... or today as some people would say, off.I don't know what I will do... sit around, go to walmart... daydream....
But brightness shines at the end of every tunnel.. and I hope I can keep that light well fueled, along with some help from others not mentioned... ha ha... you figure it out =^.^=
Oh and I love my new layout... so cute even I want to vomit. hee a hee hee
And now a song for you all... weeee
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down to choke you now