Vierd
Food for thought
Its so strange, walking out of the bar last night I realized I was happy.
Its weird.. I think, it wasn't a relationship I was missing all along, it was a good, thought-consuming job...Before where I was crying all the time and being a total dramatic freak about everything be it friends family or men, now.... I really almost don't care. I mean a relationship would be great but hey... Totally not neccessary.
Maybe also another reason I'm calmer is because, at the moment, money is not a big worry... again.. it will be ina few weeks but for now.. not at all. Not to mention this job has given me good experience in a management position and hopefully I can quickly find another position either with one of our Spencers stores or with any store in needof an assistant manager...
So yeah.... Strange isn't it? I mean like today and yesterday, even oin my days off while I wonder what I'm going to be doing, I'm also worrying about the store and hoping all is well... I've become a freak... yikes.
But i try not to worry about anything today.. It's bad enough I'm sick, all headachey and cough-like....
However.. If anyone wants me, call... I may be up for leaving my bed... after the nap I'm about to take
Its so strange, walking out of the bar last night I realized I was happy.
Its weird.. I think, it wasn't a relationship I was missing all along, it was a good, thought-consuming job...Before where I was crying all the time and being a total dramatic freak about everything be it friends family or men, now.... I really almost don't care. I mean a relationship would be great but hey... Totally not neccessary.
Maybe also another reason I'm calmer is because, at the moment, money is not a big worry... again.. it will be ina few weeks but for now.. not at all. Not to mention this job has given me good experience in a management position and hopefully I can quickly find another position either with one of our Spencers stores or with any store in needof an assistant manager...
So yeah.... Strange isn't it? I mean like today and yesterday, even oin my days off while I wonder what I'm going to be doing, I'm also worrying about the store and hoping all is well... I've become a freak... yikes.
But i try not to worry about anything today.. It's bad enough I'm sick, all headachey and cough-like....
However.. If anyone wants me, call... I may be up for leaving my bed... after the nap I'm about to take