i dunno what to do with myself...i'm so restless and now i'm getting sick. i'm thinking about quitting basketball b/c of all the stuff with my mom. i gotta get a job in order to pay her back and manage my own self. why does everything always have to be about money?! anyways, i'm just gonna see if i can get my life back in order..gotta prioritize and drop a few people, things, and so on..
on the brink of tears..
my life is not my own