My "Misery"
To my fellow Missourians
This of course will be a bit cheesy...why post a goodbye to your friend on livejournal??? Well, 1 - its the easiest way to keep from breaking down and crying (even though I am currently tearing up) and 2 - i want all of you to read this, whether we were best friends or just friends of friends. Although I was excited about my new job and meeting new people, I came to Missouri dreading what the year ahead of me would be like. But now I look over the last 10-11 months and I have never had so many amazing times, laughs, dinners, boring nights, and rehearsals with any other people. Even after four years of NCSA of growing up with one another and seeing each other at their absolute worst times, I feel like there is something different with you guys and I feel like there is so much more between us. Maybe its that we "started our new paths in life" at the same time with the same worries and we had to overcome every problem with one another. Even when there was tension with each other, none of us ever came to the point where our closeness disappeared. We went through so much this year and I will never forget a single day of fucking cpac or emotions or vicious. All of you have helped me grow in some way this year and you guys are whats going to help me get through this next year even though you wont be there. I know I can count on you guys for anything. I am actually very scared about this next year and more nervous then I have ever been, but I know I can always call you and youll listen to be bitch. And I look forward to any of you guys moving there in the future so we can continue what we have all had here. And Shannon - your plans have changed this year, but I know in my heart we will see each other within the next year and I can't wait for you to come up at christmas! Even though we will talk everyday, I love you guys more than I thought I would...thanks for everything you have given/taught me this year and I will miss you more than I can say. Good luck with next year, whatever you are doing. I love you all.
This of course will be a bit cheesy...why post a goodbye to your friend on livejournal??? Well, 1 - its the easiest way to keep from breaking down and crying (even though I am currently tearing up) and 2 - i want all of you to read this, whether we were best friends or just friends of friends. Although I was excited about my new job and meeting new people, I came to Missouri dreading what the year ahead of me would be like. But now I look over the last 10-11 months and I have never had so many amazing times, laughs, dinners, boring nights, and rehearsals with any other people. Even after four years of NCSA of growing up with one another and seeing each other at their absolute worst times, I feel like there is something different with you guys and I feel like there is so much more between us. Maybe its that we "started our new paths in life" at the same time with the same worries and we had to overcome every problem with one another. Even when there was tension with each other, none of us ever came to the point where our closeness disappeared. We went through so much this year and I will never forget a single day of fucking cpac or emotions or vicious. All of you have helped me grow in some way this year and you guys are whats going to help me get through this next year even though you wont be there. I know I can count on you guys for anything. I am actually very scared about this next year and more nervous then I have ever been, but I know I can always call you and youll listen to be bitch. And I look forward to any of you guys moving there in the future so we can continue what we have all had here. And Shannon - your plans have changed this year, but I know in my heart we will see each other within the next year and I can't wait for you to come up at christmas! Even though we will talk everyday, I love you guys more than I thought I would...thanks for everything you have given/taught me this year and I will miss you more than I can say. Good luck with next year, whatever you are doing. I love you all.