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So, it seems that so far in my life I have been able to distinguish right from wrong.. And there really is no gray.. Until you hit my love life.. and this everything starts to get foggy. I know he loves me, and I know he loves me.. But theres just sometimes when he is so mean.. I mean, mean to the point i want to just curl up in a ball and die.. but I know that as soon as he sees that I am upset, he usually stops and hugs me.. I dont know if it is a control thing or if he just wants to have an excuse to hold me, but I just want for him to hold me and everything.. I dont know, but apparently he is doing something right bc it will be 9 months on the 30th of July =] .. <3