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Mar 05, 2005 09:32

I Want: a burrito.
I Have: hair like my hero, Ashlee Simpson.
I Wish: I knew what I was going to do with my life.
I Hate: feeling vulnerable and crying when tears really aren't needed.
I Miss: HOLLYWOOD** more than ANYTHING.
I Fear: turning out like my mother.
I Hear: not very well, but when I do hear things, I remember them (most of the time.)
I Search For: the happy, outgoing, bubbly girl I once was, and I am finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. :)
I Wonder: if I've discovered everything about myself. I wonder if I'm going to own a restaurant, be a chef, be an actress...you get the drift. I spend 80% of my day wondering.
I Love: life. I love my friends. I love my best friend, Stewart. I love my boyfriend, Stewart.
I Ache: in my nose. I bashed my nose on a huge chair. It SUCKED. haha :) I also ache for Hollywood.
I Always: sing and move my feet. I always think about cooking and what new recipes would be good.
I Am Not: even getting started. :)
I Dance: whenever I can!
I Sing: constantly.
I Cry: when something moves me, positively or negatively, and too often.
I Am Not Always: the person I want to be, but we all slip up, and I'm realizing that those who love me know that it's okay.
I Write: in pursive. Print/cursive...it's neat!
I Win: whenever I can go to sleep and be happy with the way I carried myself that day. When I can take stock of what little I have and smile knowing that everything I have was given to me with love. When I can look at my life and be at peace knowing that yes, I have made my share of mistakes, and yes, I have not always been honest, happy, pleasant, kind, generous, loving...but the people who love me for who I am don't hold anything over my head and they were there for me in the bad and good times, and who love me just the same, maybe more.
I Lose: my keys when they're not in my car. I'd lose my head if it weren't attached to my neck. ...haha maybe I've already lost it. :-P
I Confuse: everyone. My words don't come out right, I stumble over phrases and it takes time for me to get what I really want out of my big mouth. haha
I Need: that burrito!! man.
I Should: redo my room and bathroom. I'm amped for this summer when I'm gonna do that. :)
My father thinks I am: an individual. His pride and joy because I'm going to start working on cars.
My mother thinks I am: a nuisance. I try to hug her and she bumps me away.
Makes me happy: knowing that I am who I am for a reason. Knowing that I am growing and changing and the people who are with me are flexible enough to allow me to. Knowing that I don't have to make anyone else happy........but I do anyway. :)
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