The room is spinning...
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've completely strayed off my path of "life". I'm so confused. I don't know how to act, how to be, how to control myself...my emotions. I have no idea whats going on and I feel like my world is toppling in. I'm tired of not knowing what to do or why I'm even supposed to do it. Nothing makes any sense anymore. It's like I'm walking each day mindlessly. No point to anything.
I can't have what I want or what I desire because I'm too young...because I don't know what I'm doing. I hate being human. I feel like I'm spinning out of control. Around and around the same god damn theory. I'm constantly on edge, constantly confused, constantly stressed. I wish someone just would fucking hold out there hand and tell me the god damn answers! WHY CAN'T ANYONE FUCKING DO THAT?! Just tell me whats going on.
I don't want to stress. Tomorrow will be a better day. Tomorrow never comes. EVER. I just want someone to hold me and put there arms around me. So I'm not scared anymore. How can it be okay when my savior lives 60 miles away?
Walking blankly from corridors everyday. Theres no...point. If I don't find a meaning soon. I'll probably go insane.
I can't have what I want or what I desire because I'm too young...because I don't know what I'm doing. I hate being human. I feel like I'm spinning out of control. Around and around the same god damn theory. I'm constantly on edge, constantly confused, constantly stressed. I wish someone just would fucking hold out there hand and tell me the god damn answers! WHY CAN'T ANYONE FUCKING DO THAT?! Just tell me whats going on.
I don't want to stress. Tomorrow will be a better day. Tomorrow never comes. EVER. I just want someone to hold me and put there arms around me. So I'm not scared anymore. How can it be okay when my savior lives 60 miles away?
Walking blankly from corridors everyday. Theres no...point. If I don't find a meaning soon. I'll probably go insane.