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I know I did the right thing, so why does it hurt so much? I just miss him. I miss being around him. I miss knowing he wil always be there for me.
I really do love him. I really care about him.
If we get back together it will just end up the same way. With me unhappy and stressed out and him broken hearted again.
But I don't know how ready I am to be single since it's been so long. Maybe I'm not as independent as I thought. Maybe I do need a guy for validation.
Or maybe I just need him?
I wish things like this didn't hurt so bad. I wish I could talk about it with someone who understands both of us. I wish I was older and wiser.
I really do love him. I really care about him.
If we get back together it will just end up the same way. With me unhappy and stressed out and him broken hearted again.
But I don't know how ready I am to be single since it's been so long. Maybe I'm not as independent as I thought. Maybe I do need a guy for validation.
Or maybe I just need him?
I wish things like this didn't hurt so bad. I wish I could talk about it with someone who understands both of us. I wish I was older and wiser.