Nov 30, 2007 14:51
Dan last night told me that he misses me when we dont hang out but when we do hang out, he remembers why he ever fell in love with me in the first place.
He also told me that he has been in the same place, emotionally, for a year and he is so jealous that I am moving on.
I feel like he isn't giving himself enough credit. I mean, right now I have an advantage because I found someone I really like first. If the situation was reversed, I bet I would be the same way. It doesn't mean that he is still in love with me, or I'm in love with him, just that there is still love there and that probably wont go away.
I don't feel guilty anymore though. I think last night we came to a mini understanding. I haven't seen him that often the past few months, but I'm not as sad about that as I thought I would be. Life goes on. Dan will always be one of my best friends, and I hope he thinks the same about me.
In other news. Yay for me and Waleed! He broke up with me last night because he wanted to ask me out again today or something. We are so high school.