Aug 03, 2007 18:20
You know, it's amazing how much I actually was emotionally invested in Dan. Now, after having dated for a year and a half, being broken up for seven months, I feel like he just dumped me.
It's stupid, but before when i broke up with him, it seemed like there was an understanding that we would still "be together" just dating other people, or at least have that option open. Now, he really does just want to be friends. The problem is, I can't just be friends with someone I dated.
It was wrong and unhealthy to keep going back to each other, but we love each other. I mean, we weren't practical together, but we did love each other, so it wasn't just a physical thing.
I get his point of view, and I know it's probably for the best, but i've never felt more lonely.
It's stupid, and I hate myself for feeling this way.