Bye Bye Sara.
Well foks Sara left Tuesday morning for South Carolina. Since she's been there we've already talked on the phone a couple of times, I really really miss her. I know 10 months isn't forever but it sure is going to feel that way until I get to hang out with her again. She was the greatest older sister anyone could ask for, and now I'm sad thinking about how I won't have anyone to chill with in the middle of the night. Heck, I won't even have anyone to chill with during the day!! At least last time when she moved Mel was still here so I got to hang out with her but now I have no one. My house is really really quiet and now I have to deal with my dad's crap all by myself....oh man I can feel the headache coming on just thinking about it. I really hope we can find a way to be able to afford for her to come up here during Christmas.
As for another topic I had a good friend betray me recently. Okay, if someone wants to be mad at me I can deal with that, it's when they start trash talking me to folks that I get angry. Wait, actually I SHOULD be angry about that but more than anything I'm sad and hurt because this was supposed to be someone I could trust. This person was one of my closest friends and even though I was upset over the whole ordeal too I didn't go around saying stuff to other people. I think as bad as my comments got were he is being a jerk, but I'm not making fun of him to people which is what he is doing to me. Well I guess that's how he deals with his anger, which isn't a good way to deal with anger but what can you do, right? And this will be the only thing said about this subject on my journal and basically for a while. I don't really feel like talking about it anymore so this was to those people who were wondering about things. If you were there on the trip I'll still talk to you if you want to though since you were there and understand everything completely.
Blech, also the job hunt shall begin soon. Not working this summer was a nice break, but I'm in desperate need of money so I shall begin working again. I need to pay Sara back for our Vegas trip and I don't want it to take forever. Hopefully it won't take too too long for me to find a job.
As for another topic I had a good friend betray me recently. Okay, if someone wants to be mad at me I can deal with that, it's when they start trash talking me to folks that I get angry. Wait, actually I SHOULD be angry about that but more than anything I'm sad and hurt because this was supposed to be someone I could trust. This person was one of my closest friends and even though I was upset over the whole ordeal too I didn't go around saying stuff to other people. I think as bad as my comments got were he is being a jerk, but I'm not making fun of him to people which is what he is doing to me. Well I guess that's how he deals with his anger, which isn't a good way to deal with anger but what can you do, right? And this will be the only thing said about this subject on my journal and basically for a while. I don't really feel like talking about it anymore so this was to those people who were wondering about things. If you were there on the trip I'll still talk to you if you want to though since you were there and understand everything completely.
Blech, also the job hunt shall begin soon. Not working this summer was a nice break, but I'm in desperate need of money so I shall begin working again. I need to pay Sara back for our Vegas trip and I don't want it to take forever. Hopefully it won't take too too long for me to find a job.