Unfortunately This Is One Of Those Sad Posts....
Yep, I have no happy news for everyone today. Last night me and Drew broke up, well actually it's a "break" while we both think about things but until the thinking is through we are broken up. I am quite a mess right now haven't had much sleep, and haven't had anything to eat in almost a day. Well I know I'll be talking to him before I leave for Vegas on Thursday so maybe possibly he will have everything figured out by then. I guess not knowing for sure it the worst thing. I already spent my time thinking all last night, and basically the past month also. He really hasn't had to deal with the other things that caused me to think about us so I know he is going to need some time. Hopefully just not too much time because I feel like a whole lot of crap right now. I can't get ahold of any of my friends either so it's really not helping me any. I tried making plans with a couple of them for today this whole past week but it looks like that fell through. I can't just sit around my house, it's really just making me feel worse. I need some dang fresh air and sun. I'm allowing comments on this just because I don't think it's fair for me to make this post public and then not allow anyone to say anything to me. To all my close friends call me and make me feel better, well I don't think you'll make me feel better but you won't make me feel any worse. It's so funny you never realize how much you truly care about someone til they are gone. :(