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i know this sounds fucked up and all but i think i like it better when people hate me.
heres an example:
i figured out the password to jessicas myspace and found out a lot of shit she has lied to me about.
even after she said she told me everything and we were starting over.
dont get me wrong, i dropped jess like the biggest shit ive ever taken, but it still bugs me when i see or hear those things.
but its given me power. its given me creativity. ive had a god damn mental block for months and getting so pissed off and let down just flooded the gates.
my status on myspace is part of the song that came out of this.
hate is the emotion i am most attatched to. its really all i seem to know. its me...
besides...its much more easier to hate everyone for forsaking you than it is to trust people and be let down over and over again.
all i know is this:
everyone that has ever said "mike is such a nice guy" or "oh he is so sweet. he wouldnt hurt a flie" is going to eat those words.
im done being nice cuz all it does is cast me out.
ill show you true horror in these eyes.
i will show you hell from the depths of my heart.
i will show you the most beautiful savagery you will ever see...
heres an example:
i figured out the password to jessicas myspace and found out a lot of shit she has lied to me about.
even after she said she told me everything and we were starting over.
dont get me wrong, i dropped jess like the biggest shit ive ever taken, but it still bugs me when i see or hear those things.
but its given me power. its given me creativity. ive had a god damn mental block for months and getting so pissed off and let down just flooded the gates.
my status on myspace is part of the song that came out of this.
hate is the emotion i am most attatched to. its really all i seem to know. its me...
besides...its much more easier to hate everyone for forsaking you than it is to trust people and be let down over and over again.
all i know is this:
everyone that has ever said "mike is such a nice guy" or "oh he is so sweet. he wouldnt hurt a flie" is going to eat those words.
im done being nice cuz all it does is cast me out.
ill show you true horror in these eyes.
i will show you hell from the depths of my heart.
i will show you the most beautiful savagery you will ever see...