Thats it!
Guys this is too much fucking pressure. I cant take it anymore. What am I doing here? I cant do this. 11 classes.... 3 of which are lessons.... 2 choirs.... ugh this is too much. I dont have time to practice because Im always so tired... I just want to cry right now so bad. I know this entry is depressing but Im sorry. And Yes I Mean IT. Why is there so much shit at the beginning of this year why couldnt the drama wait until later i dont know. But you know, fuck it. Im done caring ... I mean Ive met my caring limit. I cant care anymore so Im not trying anymore. Now Ill go to sleep because I want darkness...