To Buy A Gun...

[fiendish_ghoul]

Thou have fathered,
Son and daughter.
Doth begat, yet raised not bother...
Paralyzed your children's lives.
Wither vines of family ties...

Self-destruction...
Make him function.
Crayons and clay,
Days turn blue to gray,
Days turn blue to gray.

Seventeen when,
Family begin.
Drinking, fighting, heroin.
Unquenchable addictions call,
Responsible to none above all.

Self-destruction...
Make him function.
Crayons and clay,
Days turn blue to gray,
Days turn blue to gray.

Lest I taste,
Its sweet grapes,
Glass to tongue,
Across it tips,
Cross my lips,
Swallow it down.

Please...
Won't you love me?
Please help me see,
What did I do?
Did I hurt you?
And now that you're gone...
Emptiness lives on.
The guilt is all I feel.
No closure.

Father,
Motherfucker,
No closure...

The strings of my heart,
You pulled on endlessly.
This twine is severed,
In tragedy...

Father,
Mother Destroyer,
Destroy her...

Your self-destruction -
What made you feel alive?
Your self-destruction...
Of your children's lives!

I Hope He Loves You Like He Did Me...