Oct 17, 2001 11:31
i got two cookies for lunch today.
i only ate one so far. and it was good.
i love mollee...im sitting right next to her. she seems so happy these days.
thats good.
i think im sick...my throat hurts, and i have a big headache,
but i have motrin, so it should be okay.
i think im gonna hang out with jakob today,
or sarah....
i dunno tho, im not very good at making plans.
but i have to do something, i havent done anything all week.
it sux a lot.
i decided that i dont want to be in a relationship.
theyre so difficult.
and usually end with some one getting hurt.
and they take so much effort.
i guess when im ready, it wont be hard, cuz theyre not supposed to be, they should be easy.
everything should be easy.
i like easy things.
i have all these thoughts in my head and i cant seem to find the right words to say.
and whenever i do find the words, nobodys there to listen.
then i forget them.
it sux.
i cant really describe it.
im sure some of you know what im talking about.
its not a bad thing,
i dont know if its a good thing, sometimes it is,
but its never really a bad thing.
i need to learn to be able to be more articulate.
that'll be my goal for now.