.and i cant stop pretending.

[fiend3313]

hm. today was a good. i really didnt think it would be.
i got to sleep in 2nd hour and 5th.
but sarah had to keep waking me up!
i just wanted to dream. is that so bad?
i love you tho! heh.

vanessa told me i broke his heart.
yha, okay! then i could say he broke mine
he had his chance. i waited for a looong time.
someone told me i shouldnt care if i hurt him.
but i do.
he doesnt desreve to be hurting.
regardless of what happened, or if i was hurt.
nobody deserves to be hurting.
i still care about him, i always will.

habit.

but i found someone who wants to be with me.
and only me.
and i want to be with him.

its happy.
i get to go home now!
yay!