do u ever just want to disappear?

[fiend3313]

im at the same place again.
i hate being there.

not knowing whats happening,
not being able to figure things out.
i want to know whats happening.
with everything.....
and i have no time with the people i want to talk to.

i miss him.
i shouldnt, cuz i see him, not much, but i do.
but last weekend, i was thinking....
things arent gonna get any better.....
not unless i can tell him, but theres never any time....
i just wanna spend time with him
hes too busy for me.
most people are these days.

so alas, im back in the same place.
and i feel lost.
and i want to leave.....