sigh

[fiend3313]

ugh.
so, my mom liked my hair.
however, she was quite the bitch today.
yelling at me for absolutely everything!
thinks im having sex all the time...
that i cant' make my own decisions.
or have my own opinions.
fuck that.

ian and nikki....
i love you guys.
it'll work out eventually..

i got my permit today.
cool shit.

i need to come up with like 160$.
the guy at bulletproof said so.
50$ for 10g,
then another 50$ for 6g.
finally 30 each for 2g.
whatever..i'll get my own tapers..
and do it myself.
hopefully i'll know what i'm doing.
i'm sure it's not too hard.

i'm sposta hang out with jacob.
i love that kid.
he got a hair cut...haven't seen it yet tho.

hm,
so this summer's really weird.
it's not bad, but weird.
had a lot of fun.
i'm no longer in a bad mood all the time.
courtesy of no "him"
and my awesome awesome friends.
which reminds me...

**sarah**
i really am sorry you felt left out before.
you weren't supposed to!
and if you feel like shit again,
let me know, cuz i don't want you to.
this isn't my getting emotional,
it's me letting you know that i care that you were upset.
**me**

well, that takes care of whats going on for now.