matt maupin
i don't really think it's fair that matt maupin gets a funeral int he stadium and all this other shit when there are other people who have faught in the war and died and they don't get the same treatment as matt does. it's not like he saved a whole bunch of people or did something out of the ordinary. he faught in the war and died. i wish the news would stop talking about him because i'm sick of hearing his name. the news has a way of constantly talking about the same things and it's the same information. they finally stopped talkig about the two firemen that died in the colerain fire. i don't know maybe it's me but i get tired of hearing the same ols news over and over again. anyway. my father was in the news yet again for a homicide that happened over the weekend. i feel bad for him sometimes because he gets called out a lot for these stupid homicides and stays at work for sometimes 24 hours. oh well. i have nothing to talk about now so i'm leaving. oh... there's suppost to have a anxiety screening on may 2nd but i can't find out where there going to have it. if it's somewhere close i might actually get the balls to go. last week i took a BIG step in my battle with anxiety. my mom needed me to depossit her check so i had to go to cinco where my aunt works. my aunt introduced me to everyone that works there( i hate when people do that to me because it makes me anxious and then i worry if they notice me getting anxious), and then i had to wait in her office while she got the money. now i hate waiting and especially where that exit is kind of far away but i got through it without having an attack which is really good for me. i'm taking baby steps in hopes of FINALLY making it to the doctors office.