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I can't wait for this season to be over. I love field hockey, and I love these girls...but I just can't take much more of this.
She told me to be ballgirl today. I don't know why. Did I do something to make her mad? I will never know. So I go out there and do it. I don't complain to anyone about it whatsoever. I just did what she told me to do.
So she comes up to me after the game. "Sarah, I noticed you rolled your eyes at me when I asked you to be ball girl." Um, no. I did no such thing. I don't roll my eyes; it gives me a headache. But even if I was a frequent eye-roller, this was not a time when I would do that. And I told her so. I said I did not roll my eyes. She didn't believe me, and said I seemed frustrated, to which I agreed. She asked why I was frusterated, and I told her it's just annoying howshe won't let me be a part of her team, but she wants me to be her ballgirl. And she said I'm not part of the team because I didn't "show up" to the first day of practise (I actually showed up to the first WEEK of practise, thankyouverymuch). And I didn't come to a bunch of practises, cause what does she want me to do, sit around in 100*+ heat with a cast on my leg? She's always telling us to go home and take a shower so we're not "sitting around in our funk." Well what could I possibly do about that? Coming to practise would be condemning me to do just that. It's not like I could wash my leg after practise. It would be all smelly/sweaty and gross for weeks.
Somehow she also brought up that I don't say hi to her in the hallways. I don't even see the woman in the hallways! How can I possibly say hi to her? And even if I didn't specifically say hi to her every time I saw her...why would that possibly upset her?
And I said how she told me that I "don't put enough into the team and only do enough to get by" to which she replied, "I never said that. I said you didn't come to practise." Bull. That was prettymuch a direct quote right there. In exact words: being on JV and all, you just do enough to get by and nothing extra. So I THINK YOU DID SAY THAT thank you very much.
UGGH I can't take this anymore!!!