shit
House: ah, to have to go home to a place where at times i don't feel welcome and have such a tough time finding a good job. Thinking i would only have to pay my $341 and if worst case scenario have to commute. went to pay $240 and when i said i was making a payment the lady told me it was on a loan. Said i may have defaulted or some shit like that. she couldn't even tell me how much money that would mean i owed. Now if this don't get straightened out i may not be able to come back to school next semester at all. and that would mean i would be pushed back another semester and have to stay at my moms for even longer. I mean like my luck right. Did i really do something so wrong? stuff just seems to be falling apart for me. I mean of all things that i had i had stability and at least a little change in my pocket, not having to depend on others. Now i am jobless and broke and dependent. That shit is hard for me, really really hard.