May 22, 2005 21:47
Yeah so Im kinda depressed right now so I figured I'd write in this thing to see if it would make me feel better. It's kinda like anything that could go wrong does. People are mad at me, I have no boyfriend which would make things easier, and some people dont answer their phones. Memorial day weekend better be good because I really can't be in a sucky mood for summer. It's just not fairrrrrrr. Lately nothing good has happened to me. When I try to do something that might make me feel better and not have any consequences, It doesnt work and people get mad at me. I really just feel like I need to get away from it all. I wish I could just run away and leave everything except sarah behind. She's just about the only person that cares about me at all. I kinda wish I at least had someone to like. Im over everything that happened in winter and partial spring and I need someone to move onto, but theres never a good enough person. I really wish that foronce life could try and be easy. I need to stop being emo.
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