life as a recluse..
I just sent my sister off at the train station. She nearly missed hers..she's so chaotic. Disorganized. Oh well.
It was a nice weekend, althought the weather wasn't that much encouraging. It's raining and raining. I'm also sick but I don't want to go to the doctor's. What can he do anyway. I've been sick for 7 years already. On Sat I took her to my Uni, I needed to look at the schedule and I sorta had an asthma attack. I couldn't really breathe so we had to go back to my place so I can swallow my pills. Dependancy. I'm aware of how much I need those blue&white thingys to live.
Somehow I feel that the depressed feeling is settling down again. This afternoon I was lying in bed and all of a sudden I felt sad for no reason. None at all. It always starts off like that. I need to distract myself.
Gawddamn I hate my time-table. And the fucked up courses we have to take.. as if we're some kind of 10 year olds. But some people who are taking up English / American Studies do need to improve their Grammar.. their ENGLISH. It's horrible. And half of them in American Studies think we're going to watch MTV all day and talk about Paris Hilton and Eminem by the looks of them. They were quite annoyed that we had to go through History and Literature..
Yeah.
It was a nice weekend, althought the weather wasn't that much encouraging. It's raining and raining. I'm also sick but I don't want to go to the doctor's. What can he do anyway. I've been sick for 7 years already. On Sat I took her to my Uni, I needed to look at the schedule and I sorta had an asthma attack. I couldn't really breathe so we had to go back to my place so I can swallow my pills. Dependancy. I'm aware of how much I need those blue&white thingys to live.
Somehow I feel that the depressed feeling is settling down again. This afternoon I was lying in bed and all of a sudden I felt sad for no reason. None at all. It always starts off like that. I need to distract myself.
Gawddamn I hate my time-table. And the fucked up courses we have to take.. as if we're some kind of 10 year olds. But some people who are taking up English / American Studies do need to improve their Grammar.. their ENGLISH. It's horrible. And half of them in American Studies think we're going to watch MTV all day and talk about Paris Hilton and Eminem by the looks of them. They were quite annoyed that we had to go through History and Literature..
Yeah.