not really jen right now

[fiducia_sogni]

SO I totally broke down last week around thursday and although I feel like I have recovered slightly, I still don't feel all there.

I want to be able to actually see my boyfriend

I want to be in a good state of mind where I am enthused about what I am doing

I want a clearer veiw of what I am doing... and will be doing

I want to feel like what I do matters

I want to have more time to get the things done that I need to get done

I want my computer to stop being sick.

SOmetimes I feel like I am the one who just lifts right out of the group.