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Whenever I feel bad, I just have to read Judith's LJ and I feel better. There, are cataloged the good times, and the feelings that really matter. It gives me the strength to ward off complacency and the dissatisfaction that comes with stress. It's amazing. I should read them more often. It helps me see the best in her, and the best in myself. Too often, I fail to notice...
I need to try harder to actively promote good times and feelings, and not to let myself fall into sadness. I can't allow the stresses of school affect my self-esteem and my love life anymore.
I also need to be more active in keeping up with everybody. I need to be a better friend. You know, if any of you need someone, even if we haven't talked in ages, I'd be happy to listen. I feel like maybe people don't come to me because they feel like they can't, or maybe I"ve been too self-absorbed in my own life. I just want to put it out there now.
I don't get online as much as I used to, but I'll try to get on a little more. I always answer my phone. Judith can tell me too.
I need to try harder to actively promote good times and feelings, and not to let myself fall into sadness. I can't allow the stresses of school affect my self-esteem and my love life anymore.
I also need to be more active in keeping up with everybody. I need to be a better friend. You know, if any of you need someone, even if we haven't talked in ages, I'd be happy to listen. I feel like maybe people don't come to me because they feel like they can't, or maybe I"ve been too self-absorbed in my own life. I just want to put it out there now.
I don't get online as much as I used to, but I'll try to get on a little more. I always answer my phone. Judith can tell me too.