Nov 08, 2005 23:25
I'm the queen of distractions. It's now 11:30 and I still haven't done any of the six math assignments due tomorrow, nor have I done any of my French homework for this week. Both classes I hardly take seriously in general. Actually, I'm pretty sure I can't take any of my classes seriously. I'm not sure I'm capable of putting long-term effort into anything. I don't think it's acceptable to remain a raw human being for your entire life and being too sure that your sheer instinct will yield enough acknowledgment to make a respectable living. I wish I didn't feel as content as I do. Motivation and apathy come over me in extremes, just like everything else.
I talk like such a snob sometimes. It's irritating.