You're drifting away

[fidget_711]

I need somebody right now, more then ever, but it just seems like I have nobody to talk to. It's not that I don't trust anybody because I have told alot of people alot of things. It's just that I don't feel comfortable talking about it. And I can only think about it at home, because if I act the way I really feel at school everybody bothers me about it and then when I don't tell them they say that I "keep things from them".  I don't want my friends to think that I'm keeping things from them but I just can't open up to people about this, and they take that to personally. Changing subject but not really....somethings been bothering me lately, and like I said before I have nobody to talk to about it. It's like I can't help but think about it. I know I shouldn't dwell on the past but it's really hard to forget. I've been losing alot of sleep too. Either I go to bed at a reasonable time, but fall asleep late, or I keep waking up and it takes me a while to fall back to sleep. I mean I stayed at home today from school hoping to sleep in but I couldn't, I fucking woke up at 9. Ugh forget it, I'm talking to much shit now. Point is that I'm not feeling to good. At least I get to see my sister this weekend in Orlando. Maybe we can talk, or maybe we can just go out again and meet new people, like I should be doing.
Fidget<3

P.S. I need to meet new people