May 30, 2005 00:32
tonight was so fucked up. i don't know whether to be in the depths of depression or the heights of exuberance, so i'm just swinging back and forth. i feel really weak. i feel like i'm is trying to go back to her but my body and the logical implications the sensible part of my brain make me aware of are too much to let me do anything about this. like everything under my skin is trying to leave. fuck this i have to wake up early tomorrow.