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[fiddlesticker]

you know those times when you have it extremely good and youve got the perfect life, and then all of a sudden something is starting to feel just.....wrong? then you freak out and go insane sitting there in the fetal position scared for your life and just confused and depressed as if something horrible has happened to oyu? and then all of a sudden like clockwork something horrible does happen to you, and yet.since you were so messed up and crazy earlier, your too tired of being unhappy to be unhappy...is it the bodies way of knowing when something bad is going to happen and preparing for it, or is it just a wild coincidence, or mayb just god letting you avoid the pain after hand and instead giving it to you before hand..i had one of those days today, and im guessing its the worst day of my life, and all i can say is, good luck to you bastards who face it later on, cuz it is a real pain, the mass confusion, the sheer terror, its like a stephen king novel, confusion and fear, the mix to cause a feeling of complete insanity which you dont understand until afterwards, and as the great late jim morrison sang, "This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In our...desperate land "