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Okay so i havent updated in a while cause i've been super busy but here goes everything that has been happening as of late.... Uhmm still no aproval of Kairos! blah! that is NOT FUN AT ALL... six flags trip is no longer availible to the juniors which is crap! i'm sorry but i feel that the girls that paid money should not be punished because their class sucks at life! NOT FAIR AT ALL. Uhmm i have barely been able to see or talk to sean and it looks like its gonna be that way for quite a while and i just am not dealing with that very well because i have never needed someone as much as him in my life. I guess i shouldnt be complaining about all the bad things though, its not really fair of me at all... so many things are going my way right now that i shouldnt dwell on the bad but sometimes i just need to take an hour or two and say hey this all sucks and just cry for a bit. It helps me so much to just cry... not because i am particularly fond of saltwater running down my face, but because it gets out so much emotion all at once. Crying is the best thing for me right now and i know that so i am crying because i need to. I wish i could explain how i feel but i cant. I feel very out of control of my surroundings and i hate it. I HAVE NO CONTROL over anything at all or so it seems. So i guess thats how i feel totally and completly. I think thats everything... ohh i have to work tonight and its raining so the DQ will be DEAD! and i helped dana with her photo shoot today and got to wear fun clothes so that was good... i think thats everything... OHH cold track meet, i took 7th YAY and thats definitly all! i am out for now ~ abbey