Sorry for lying when i said i was coming back. I did intend to but things have been bad recently.
I like to use this blog as a proper outlet for my thoughts and feelings and because they have recently been dark and horrid i don't really want to write about them.
If you'd like to see some various ramblings though i am updating here:
http://lillian-low.blogspot.com/Hopefully soon i'll be able to actually write down all this shit. It might make me feel better. Or worse. But still better than this apathy.