Toodles to you bitches!
I think today was the first day that I've enjoyed being in Burlington.
Not like a 'satisfactory' of enjoyment, but I actually had fun.
Today was a good day :)
And I think I understand myself a little bit better. I'm not very good at hiding my emotions of anger/frustration/etc. but that's alright because I never act hastily. I may mentally react without thought but that's as far as it goes and I'm perfectly fine with that. If I want to be upset in my head, then so be it; whatever grudge I may have usually dissipates within a day or so.
And I wish my mother wasn't such an assuming person. Shoot, no one should be. There's nothing that I hate more than when someone else tells me how I am or how I feel. You have no freaking idea what goes on through my head, so don't act like you do. I wish I could say all of the things I think to my mother's face and to my aunt's face, but I can't. I just have to sit here and hold my tongue because if I do finally free my tongue then I'll just be labeled as an ingrate and a disrespectful child. I think that's complete crap. I know you're supposed to respect your elders and all, but if they're not going to show you respect back then fuck it. Haha, well mentally fuck it in my case. Long long sigh...
Will someone tell me when I'll finally be an adult not according to the law? Cause I would really like to know.
Anyways. I suppose that's it for my daily rant. On to the things that made my day fun. Weeee :)
Not like a 'satisfactory' of enjoyment, but I actually had fun.
Today was a good day :)
And I think I understand myself a little bit better. I'm not very good at hiding my emotions of anger/frustration/etc. but that's alright because I never act hastily. I may mentally react without thought but that's as far as it goes and I'm perfectly fine with that. If I want to be upset in my head, then so be it; whatever grudge I may have usually dissipates within a day or so.
And I wish my mother wasn't such an assuming person. Shoot, no one should be. There's nothing that I hate more than when someone else tells me how I am or how I feel. You have no freaking idea what goes on through my head, so don't act like you do. I wish I could say all of the things I think to my mother's face and to my aunt's face, but I can't. I just have to sit here and hold my tongue because if I do finally free my tongue then I'll just be labeled as an ingrate and a disrespectful child. I think that's complete crap. I know you're supposed to respect your elders and all, but if they're not going to show you respect back then fuck it. Haha, well mentally fuck it in my case. Long long sigh...
Will someone tell me when I'll finally be an adult not according to the law? Cause I would really like to know.
Anyways. I suppose that's it for my daily rant. On to the things that made my day fun. Weeee :)
- Spain beat Chile! HOLLLLAAAAA FURIA ROJA! It's not that I'm against Chile or anything but I needed Spain to win (or a variety of other circumstances) in order for them to advance. The knockout stage and the quarter finals are gonna be a hot mess. I'm predicting that Argentina and Germany are going to have to face each other next, and if that's the case I just don't know who I'm going to cheer for lol. I love them both! I love la copa. I really do. And ABC's FINALLY going to have more of the games on tv. I'm getting tired of watching them online! The internet here is super unreliable so watching live streams is a total nightmare.
- We went bowling tonight and it was a lot of fun even though I suck lol. And I'm pretty sure I dislocated my hip or somethin cause it's hurtin, real bad.
- I finished another book today. The ending was hella gay, but whatever. I'm just glad to be able to read something non-school related and enjoy it! I started reading Interview With a Vampire last summer and I still haven't finished it lol. I probably won't either. It's been a year since I've picked that book up and blahh. I enjoyed reading as much as I did but I just don't think I have it in me to finish it. But I shall start my next book tomorrow and hopefully I'll have it finished by Monday so I can dive into Greek comedies. Aristophanes is too funny and you should read some of his plays if you want a good laugh.