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It seems I only ever write on lj if I'm sad. This is way past sad though, it's borderline hysteria. I can't keep my eyes dry, nor my mind off what was said and done. It was so out of the blue, but I guess I should have seen it coming. I wish I'd had a bit more warning, that maybe he hadn't acted like everything was fine the day before. Although I suppose that was part of the problem; he wasn't happy. For a long time, apparently he wasn't happy. I'm not mad at him for it, I understand that when you love someone you try your best to make it work. I guess in this case it was just too late for us to solve our problems.