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Last night was... wow. Just wow.
I was on the phone with Kyle, and we were talking about the situation... and he started to get really emotional. I could hear him tearing up as he muttered that he loved me...
It reminded me of a time I spent with my mom not so long ago. I was talking to her about Calvin, and how serious I was about him, that how old he was or what he did or how old I was didn't matter, and all that mattered was I knew I loved him so so much, and when I said the words "I love him, Mom." I started to cry... uncontrollably, I didn't mean to cry, I didn't want to, but the emotion was so strong that it just... happened. And right then and there I knew the strength love could take on. I knew real, true love. And I knew I possessed it for someone.
And for Kyle to cry as he said he loved me... naturally makes it seem real. Real, true, pure, deep, for the first time ever. And I don't know how to handle it, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to keep it forever.
I was on the phone with Kyle, and we were talking about the situation... and he started to get really emotional. I could hear him tearing up as he muttered that he loved me...
It reminded me of a time I spent with my mom not so long ago. I was talking to her about Calvin, and how serious I was about him, that how old he was or what he did or how old I was didn't matter, and all that mattered was I knew I loved him so so much, and when I said the words "I love him, Mom." I started to cry... uncontrollably, I didn't mean to cry, I didn't want to, but the emotion was so strong that it just... happened. And right then and there I knew the strength love could take on. I knew real, true love. And I knew I possessed it for someone.
And for Kyle to cry as he said he loved me... naturally makes it seem real. Real, true, pure, deep, for the first time ever. And I don't know how to handle it, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to keep it forever.